pasar malam = night market

"masa kecik kecik dulu aku slalu gi pasar malam kat dgn umah tiap-tiap hari ahad. bole jalan kaki je pun. dulu mesti beli CD pirate. aktiviti wajib HAHA. tp aku cam dah meninggalkan rutin ni bila start masuk sekolah menengah. yela dah masuk asrama. memang jarang balik umah. sama la jugak bila aku gi masuk matriks. okay, kali ni aku nak cite sikit pengalaman pegi pasar malam setelah sekian lama aku tak menjejakkan kaki ke sana HAHAHA".

semalam ( ahad : 08 MEI ) aku telah berjaya sampai ke pasar malam jenaris semenjak aku habis matriks ni HAHA. bila aku sampai je sana, guess what. I felt like I'm a complete stranger there. rasa macam seorang manusia pun tak kenal aku. tp sebenarnya ramai je muka-muka org yang aku ingat2 lupa kat situ. mungkin bdk2 skolah rendah dulu. tp muka semua dah lain laa sekarang. diorg pun tak kenal aku kut. ok, what to do? aku ikut je mak aku gi pasar malam ni. first destination : gerai yg menjual TUDUNG. yelaa pegi ikut mak. memang tu jela yang dibeleknya dulu. haha. BORINGGG kut so I've made some observation on people around me until I reached my own conclusion. funny thing to do when you're facing this kind of situation. and I must tell you, it was interesting. BELIEVE ME! macam-macam orang aku tengok kat pasar malam ni. these are some of my observation :

1) STRANGERS

okay. what i really meant here is actually the OUTSIDERS. endon.nepal.bangla.filipino.etc. adoi pening kepala bila tengok diorg ni. seriously. 1st thing, mereka pelik. in what way? the way they communicate ( obviously ) and the way they socialize among them. holding hands : dengan sesama lelaki. freaking WEIRDOS! maaf ye bangla-bangla sekalian. hopefully korg tak baca my blog. memang takkan pun HAHAHA. this is the worst part which I cursed them the most : they're sooooo smelly. please put on your deodorant okay! even nak pergi pasar malam jee. lagi satu, diorg ni memang kecoh. HAVOC tahap gaban. whenever they accidentally bumped into their friends there, boraknye macam nak bg semua org dengar. YA ALLAH. ampunilah dosa-dosaku kerana mengutuk mereka ni. hmmm. okay, before I forget. they are total PERVERT. this is the truth. apa yg aku tgk, setiap kali perempuan lawa2 yg pakai seksi2, even perempuan tak lawa pun; mata diorang ni memang tak berkelip dan mengukirkan senyuman yg penuh bermakna. sooo, berhati-hati ye anda semua. kang ada yg ikut korg balik umah.haha. conclusion : avoid them. pegi balik negara asal! HAHAHA.

2) ATTIRE

talking about this, PASAR MALAM je pun. tak payah la nak ber-grooming sangat. macam nak pegi PAVI plak. rimas duh aku tengok. ada yang make-up tebal2 siap pakai high hills lagi tuuuu. adoi tak paham laa aku. sapa jela yang nak tengok kan. banyak endon2 je pun kat pasar malam tu. tp ada pulak yg pakai selekeh yaa amat. ni pun satu lg jenis. kalau ye pun, pakai laa elok sikit. nampak sangat macam nak pegi berkebun. haishh. conclusion : put on appropriate attire. wherever you are.

3) COUPLE
ni yang paling best sebenarnya. banyak couple2 skrg yg interested nak dating kat PASAR MALAM. barulaa aku tau. HAHA. pegi pasar malam pegang2 tangan, peluk pinggang, hmm banyak lg laa. boleh fikir sendiri kan. adui tolong laa igt sikit. public kut. ramai family, budak2 yg dtg kat pasar malam tuu. agak-agak laa kalau ye pun nak berdating. yang pelik : kat pasar malam. pegi pilih tempat lain. yang kelakarnye, ade couple ni, diorg pegi pasar malam beli ice blended je. jalan berkepit-kepit. pastu balik. what's the point? ntahlaa. gi tanya diorg. conclusion : please take your date to more strategic places!

em i think it should be enough for observations I've made. macam luahan perasaan pulak kan. HAHAHA takpelaa. at least I have my own point of view about some people because I loved to criticize hehe. BTW, yesterday I've tried 'air kelapa laut'. aku igt singgit je. rupanya dua ringgit. em bole tahan laa rasanya sbb mmg tak penah rasa pun sblum ni. and thanks to my mom yg membeli durian n char kuey teow for me. memang dah lama tak rasa. sedap sedapppp. 

ni buah kelapa nye sahaja.

duriann perghh

okay dah dah. sorry for too much criticizing here HEHE. yang terasa tu jgn amik hati yee. this is just an opinion from my deepest heart. cewah HAHA. k guys. till now then. thanks for reading (:

MOM (:

alright. here it come again. M.O.T.H.E.R.S D.A.Y

i would love to share with all of you guys bout some of song lyrics which I found it very inspirational in celebrating mothers day. 

presenting from one of the greatest singer on earth i guess ; CELINE DION !

Because You Loved Me 

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

alright, the next song is from mariah carey. enjoy.

Without You 

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes

You always smile
But in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go

And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give any more
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give any more


Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes

You always smile
But in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give any more
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give any more

my lovely mom is on my blog HEHE :D

alright, i think that's all for today. try to understand the lyrics. it's carry a huge meaning for me. perhaps different from other people. last word for now : I LOVE YOU MOM :') 

DEBATE

okay, at this particular moment I do really miss my debate team.

1) Norfatin Farhanah Mudzir ( PRIME MINISTER )

2) ME ( ASST. PRIME MINISTER )

3) Nur Maizura ( 3rd MINISTER )

4) Muadzzam Abdullah 

5) all my juniors 

haishh, bilalah kita boleh debat sama-sama lagi kan kawan-kawan. em starting from form 5, baru aku nak serious dalam debat ni. hm memang lah dgn nak kejar SPM nye lagi time tu, patutlaa result aku tak seberapa. HAHAHA. ehh tak tak. aku tak salah kan sesapa pun. aku pun tak pernah menyesal sbb aku memang dari dulu lagi simpan hasrat nak masuk debat, kumpul sijil kbgsaan banyak-banyak. hahaha. BTW we shared A LOT in this team. semua rahsia, gossip-gossip. RINDUNYEEEE ngn korg HUHUHU. I admit, joining this team telah banyak menambahkan ilmu pengetahuan aku, isu isu semasa n banyak lagi. memang aku rasa macam dah jadi TIMB. PM betul sbb banyak pasal Malaysia ni aku tau. tapi time tuu jelaah. HAHA. sekarang ni tktau laaa. then bila sambung balaja kt matriks, takde pun debat. memang aku pun berazam nak tebus balik kesilapn aku time SPM, which is why aku tak kesah pun dekat matriks ni tkde debat. bagus jugak sebenarnya. I can totally focus on my study. walaupun byk main2 je. HAHA. tp bila masuk U nanti, aku semestinya akan smbung balik debat-debat ni.

kat sini aku betul-betul nak ucapkan TERIMA KASIH SANGAT-SANGAT kepada senior dan sesapa saje yang banyak sgt membantu aku improve skill aku dalam debate especially the team members. memang awal-awal dulu aku selalu sgt tergagap-gagap. ERRR ERR tu memang dah biasa dulu-dulu HAHAHA. tp alhamdulillah aku boleh laa atasi lama-kelamaan. pengalaman yang byk membantu sbnarnya. kalau nak ingat balik, my 1st tournament adalah UIA interschool Debate championship. perrgghhh memang cuak laa aku time tu. dengan tak prepare nye sbb a week before, aku pergi NILAM. huhu. tp main redah je laaa. langsung tak dapat best speaker HAHAHA padan muka aku. tp lepas tu pergi HKSBP zon tgh, haaaa time ni baru lah merasa title best speaker tu. time lawan KUSESS ngn INTERGOMB kalau tak silap. tp kalah lawan SSP. pstu bila sambung HKSBP Kbgsaan, mmg greatest moment sbb kitorg dapat pergi sampai SEMI-FINAL. waaaah serious rasa macam mimpi time tuu. lawan team semua yang hebat-hebat. INTEP.SASER.SEMSAH.SEPINTAR.MCKK.SMAPK. last last kalah dgn SMAPK:musuh ketat haha. tp memang best lah. time ni pun aku dpt dua kali best speaker. huhu. sambung lg dgn tournament UKM. pun best jugak. tp time ni kalah dgn SSP dgn margin sikit gilaaaa : 1.00 ( kalau tak silap ). haishh takpela, yang penting pengalaman yg kita dpt tu.

SEMASHUR VS SEMSAH

SEMASHUR VS INTEP

DINNER KAT PICC

SEMASHUR VS SASER (terasa kitorg sgt kecik, nsebaik menang )

taen , mai , ME : kat INTERGOMB

err maaf lah ye, tak byk sangat simpan gambar dulu-dulu. ni sikit je yang ada. huhu. btw, ENGLISH DEBATE TEAM pun AWESOME. miss u guys too.

1) Nur Najwa Mat Asri

2) Megat Adlan Sufri

3) Alang Ariff Asyraf

4) Fatihah Hazry

5) Hanis 

THANK YOU cikgu-cikgu sekalian. yg banyak bg tunjuk ajar kat kitorg semua. semestinya PN AISHAH OTHMAN,PN RAJA ASMAH,TCHER SALMIAHANI <3 

alright, tu jelah dulu. dah cukup banyak ni. HAHA thank you guys for reading. hope you enjoy my blurbs (:

INT E R VIE W

alright, this time i would like to share some of my experience during interview USM kt kubang kerian arituu HUHU.

okayy, SABTU.mmg penat gilaaa pergi KELANTAN. a whole longggg journey from kajang. aku duduk dalam kereta belah seat paling belakang. mmg sakit la bontot i tell you HAHAHA. pergi sana with my parents skali ngn SHAH OZAIR sbb dy ikut aku skali gi interview. but his interview was on saturday n i was on sunday. bertolak dari rumah seawal jam 5 pg (if i'm not mistaken). ALHAMDULILLAH bole bangun awal pulak huhu. walaupun sblum tu SHAH OZAIR dtg pkul 2 pg kat umah aku, kitorg sempat lg layan movie sblum tido. hahaha terbaik lah kann. okay, kitorg pegi behenti solat , breakfast semua bagai kat kuantan. mengantuk bebb. tp smbung tido dlm kereta. malangnya, my dad drive laju gilaaa, nak pulak ikut jalan lama. memang susah la aku nak tido sbb jalan GUA MUSANG TU mmg lurussssss sgt. aduhaiiii saboooo jela. hahaha. yelaaa sbb nak rushing sikit for shah's interview on that evening.

smpai je sana almost 1.45 pm, shah siyes menggelabah nak pegi cari toilet. tuka baju semua bagai HAHA. yelaaa interview pkul 2 pulak. tp nasibaek lah sempat. lepas dy selamat masuk interview, aku pun chow laa gi makannnn hehe. ALL THE BEST SHAH OZAIR ! petang tu dy balik sendiri naik flight huhu. sy nak jgk naik flight sbnarnye :(

then, AHAD! aku bangun awal pg kut. haha. tp malam before interview tu, i did a lot of research about dentistry. yelaaa kan, abah tnye : gigi manusia ada brpe batang? and guess what, i don't even knowwww how many of it. ohhmyy camne laaa nak jd dentist camni kan HEHEHE. tu lah yg kene gi wat research pasal gigi manusia. FYI, gigi manusia ada 36 batang tau.(yg normal) .tp as for gigi susu budak budak, ada 20 batang sbnarnye. WAAAAH now i realized that, banyaknye gigi aku yg patah time kecik2 dulu kan HAHAHA. seriously that was too much. sakit kut cabut gigi. 

ehemm ok back to the story, aku pun pegi laa kat INSTITUT PERGIGIAN seawal pkul 8. interview lg stngah jam je pun. aku breakfast sikit je. itu pun sandwich n dutch lady milk mmg lapaa lah kan. em smpai je masuk kat hall diorg, aku nampak ramai gilaaaaa CINA CINA yg mmenuhi hall tu. adui mana laa melayu ni kan. n surprisingly aku jumpa la jugak bdk2 KMNS kat situ. but it's tooo bad laaa. CHINESE. KONG je yg aku kenal time tu. sbb satu kuliah ngn dy. anyway, aku masuk ikut group B n there were 3 sessions of it. first skali my group kena buat skill "WIRE BENDING". em this one also a part of the interview actually sbb diorg nak tgk kte punya skill tangan. siyes sakit tangan aku nak melentur wire yg tebal tu duh. tp nasibaik laaa tak kena ulang buat balik semula. HAHA. tp before tu, aku sempat la berkenalan dgn bdk malay dlm group aku. itu pun just ada 2 org je lelaki melayu. adui and the most LUCKY part is that : diorg KELANTANESE. mmg laa kan. bila diorg dah start kecek kecek, aku pun mndgr dgn penuh perhatian tanpa mngucapkan apa apa. HAHAHA. alright, second part of the interview pasal kitorg kne jawab soalan lebih kurang macam MUNSYI TEST tuu. bohhhhsaaaann. 30 minit diberi. alahai 10 minit je aku jawab pun hahaha. tp tkpelaaa jawab jee. ok, the last part baru laa interview. tp mmg sungguh menguji tahap kesabaran akuuuuuu. sumpah lama kena tunggu dalam bilik mesyuarat yg ber-air cond.sejuk. 2 kali aku pegi toilet HAHA. lg menyakitkan hati bila perut dah mula berbunyi : LAPARRRR tp aku gagahkan jua demi interview ni. cewaahh bole wat drama. em bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga, nama aku tak kena panggil2 smpai laaa diorg announce behenti berehat pkul 1.30. aduhai. tp aku cam lega sikit laa sbb mmg perut pun tengah lapar. so pegi laa makan. 

ok. cerita pasal lunch tengahari tu, actually aku tkde geng nak pegi makan. yelaaa, bdk2 laki yg kelantan tu dah balik abis interview. mmg sedeh la aku. tp nasibaik ade sorg mamat cina ni teman aku. dgn kwn dy.. nama dy ni CHEW. nice meeting him. dy budak KMS. ok la jugak dpt member ngn dy. tp kena speaking lah all the time, kemain lg aku HAHAHA. tp tkpelaa. at least de jgk peluang aku nak speaking ngn org sblum msuk interview tuu. em kitorg pegi masuk balik berkumpul dlm pkul 2.00. at last nama aku dipanggil haha. sungguh mencuakkan. tp aku just pretend to be cool je. huhu. n bila masuk kat bilik interview tu, aku nampak 2 org prof ni. perempuan melayu. FUHHHH aku cam lega sikit laa. em syukur ALHAMDUILLAH semuanya berjalan dgn lancar. actually dlm interview tu ada 3 part. satu dalam BM. satu dlm BI. n lagi satu DWIBAHASA. em, ni yg aku nak kongsi sikit.tp cam byk je kan.haha tkpelah. diorg ade bg satu situation : "anda dalam perjalanan ingin masuk ke dalam lapangan terbang utk pergi mnghadiri sesuatu upacara yg penting. tiba tiba, ada seorang individu kemalangan di tepi jalan dan berada dalam keadaan kritikal. apa pandangan anda terhadap situasi tersebut?"

okay. 1stly, mmg la kte la kena tolong kan. even kau ni sejahat mana pun, OF COURSE dalam interview kena buat2 baik. HAHAHA. aku pun jwb la kne tlg dy sbb nyawa dy lagi penting drpd apa yg aku nak buat pd masa tuu. cewaaah yo yo jela aku ni kan. hahaha. tp syukur sgt2 sbb semuanya okay. nasibaik aku tak tergagap gagap. special appreciation to my old time debate experiences HUHU. sesungguhnya, it tought me a lot and develop my communication skills. huhu. 

alright guys. till now then. maaf laah sbb blurbs ni byk sgttt HEHE (:

3) NOVELS

okay, this one i would like to share with all of you bout some of the novels that i have read. 

novel yg 1st skali aku baca adalah time aku form1. time tu bdk2 klas aku mmg ngah gila bce novel2 LOVE STORY melayu ni, yela masing2 dlm developmental process la katekan. n at that moment aku pun cam terfikir jgk nk mmbaca novel yg tebal2 ni. HAHA n kwn aku pun bg la pinjam. OMBAK RINDU adalah my 1st novel which i found it very interesting HAHA. tp aku baca tak menangis laaa. then macam addict pulak baca2 novel ni, pstu diteruskan lg dgn mmbaca PELABUHAN KASIH. kalau tak silap tu la nama novelnye. 

em novel english plak aku start baca time form 3 ke form 4 ntah. tp yg aku ingat masa tu mmg tgah gila cerita TWILIGHT haha. aku pun baca laa novelnye. siap gi beli lg kat MPH punya lah semangat haha. n smbung la mmbaca NEW MOON.ECLIPSE.BREAKING DAWN. smpai abis series twilight aku baca.

okay, enough with twilight. this one thing that i would like to share about is : NICHOLAS SPARKS

i just love his novels when i started to read "A WALK TO REMEMBER". it was an everlasting sweet love story yg mmbuatkan aku jatuh hati kat NICHOLAS SPARKS ni. pstu try laa novel dy yg lain : "THE NOTEBOOK.DEAR JOHN.THE LAST SONG" n currently, "SAFE HAVEN". and aku nk try jugak bce novel english literature yg lama2. mungkin sezaman dgn WILLIAM SHAKESPERE,so  aku pun try "EMMA" by JANE AUSTEN. sbb nye aku teringat kat najwa mat asri yg minat gilaa kat jane austen ni. dy pnah cite kat aku pasal novel ni tp dah lupa. HAHA.

A WALK TO REMEMBER

synopsis

THE NOTEBOOK

synopsis

SAFE HAVEN

synopsis

EMMA

okay guys. till now then. ^ ^

second post (:

err tktau laa sbnarnye nak post pe benda kt sini HAHA. tp yg pasti my life after matriks ni was totally different. em yelaa dgn masuk umah baru nye, bilik baru yg mngambil masa bbrapa hari utk dikemas, jiran2 CINA yg baru. HAHA n i felt a new environment here. btw I MISS all my AWESOME FRIENDS. SEMASHUR.KMNS. huhu bilaa lah lg bole jumpa korg semua kan :'(  anyway. i'm currently enjoying MY BLOG. n hope u guys could feel the same way tooo! 

.A.T. L.A.S.T.

aku berjaya jugak membuat belog ni haa. setelah sekian lama berhasrat kan. HAHA tp itu laaa. aku bru je nak berjinak2 ngn benda ni semua. sebarang kekurangan amatlah dikesali HUHU