sagittarius

tetiba hari ni aku terfikir pasal zodiac plak. aku tahu orang ramai yg mengatakan bahawa sign ni semua hanyalah myths semata-mata. but then, aku cam nak tengok jugak apa yg diramalkan oleh mereka-mereka ni. HAHAHA. tp jangan sesekali percaya ngn benda-benda ni semua. sekadar nak tahu okay la kut. kalau tetiba ada yg sama tu, anggap jela sebagai satu kebetulan :D

menurut Mr. Horoscope :

''Awak seorang yang suka bergaul, suka hidup yang baik dan berpoya. awak adalah insan yang paling romantik, awak menarik, mudah suka bergaul dengan seorang yang suka kepada hiburan dan berjalan ke tempat tempat yang menawan. awak mungkin berkerja dalam bidang undang -undang , agama atau politik . Tubuh badan agak tinggi , tubuh agak langsing dan menarik semasa muda tetapi semakin berisi semakin tua. Muka panjang, dahi agak tinggi tapi sempit, hidung awak agak mancung dan ketika suka hidung itu menjadi kembang. Gigi awak besar. Dari segi berpakaian , awak suka memakai pakaian yang kasual. awak lelaki yang agak boros , dan jika tidak berhati-hati , mungkin terlibat dalam perjudian. awak suka jika dapat berteman dengan wanita dan mudah pula jatuh hati .Tapi awak tidak suka terikat dalam masa yang panjang. Ramai lelaki berbintang sagitarius yang kahwin lebih dari satu atau lelaki yang menyimpan wanita lain''.

haaaaa! dah dengar penjelasan encik horoskop tentang aku? lawakkkk duhh! meh aku bagi conclusion sendiri :

1. SUKA BERGAUL, HIDUP YANG BAIK & BERPOYA.

yesss, i admit memang aku suka bergaul. but it depends on situation. kalau tetiba je kau nak bergaul tak tentu pasal, tak tau malu ke? chetttt HAHAHA.

yessss, semua org nak a better life. and of course lah aku nak jugak. sapa yg nak hidup takde arah tuju kan?

then, BERPOYA. apakah? tak paham perkataan ni. no need further explaination. HAHA.

2. ROMANTIK DAN MENARIK.

romantik : yesss if I'm really into someone.

menarik : ntah. saya menawan ! ( ujian Munsyi ) HAHAHA :D

3. SUKA KPD HIBURAN & BERJALAN KE TEMPAT MENAWAN.

yesss saya adalah seorang individu yg suka kepada hiburan. best treatment kalau nak hilangkan stress. lagi-lagi time belajar. haha.

dan sapa plak yg tak suka jalan-jalan kat tempat best2 kan? memang idaman aku pun nak travel tempat2 best dalam dunia ni. kalau umur panjang. amin.

4. KERJA : LAW, POLITICS & AGAMA.

okay, aku memang minat law initially. tp, bila dah belajar hayat, takkan nak jd lawyer plak kan? soo, lupakan hasrat & cita-cita sekolah rendah utk menjadi lawyer. HAHA.

POLITICS ! hate it. bukan sebab taknak fully involve in politics. but politics in Malaysia byk sgt konspirasi & kontroversi sampai malas nak layan. yeah. I'm telling you the truth. bila debat pun, tajuk politik laa yg paling aku menyampah. better to be neutral and follow the flow. tp bila sampai satu tahap, I will definitely have my own stand for politics. I'm pretty sure bout that. HAHA.

AGAMA? nak jd ustaz tak cukup qualification laa. so better takpayah. masih banyak lagi kesilapan diri yg perlu aku perbetulkan. HAHA.

5. TINGGI

tidakkkk saya agak rendah. bagus sedar diri, HAHAHA :D

6. LANGSING & MENARIK MASA MUDA TETAPI BERISI BILA DAH TUA.

satu je aku nak cakap : they can't predict our future and what we would like in 20 years ahead -.-

sekarang mungkin langsing dan menarik, HAHAHA. tp bila dah tua? ntah. wallahualam.

7. BOROS & BERJUDI.

aku tak boleh nak describe samada aku boros ke tak. sbb belum ada kewangan yg kukuh lg. I mean, aku belum kerja and belum pernah merasa betul2 erti penat lelah org yg cari duit atas usaha diri sendiri. even aku pernah kerja lpas spm dulu, aku rasa it'll be a total different when you're already grown up as a man. sooo, setakat ni masih lg uncertain. tp kalau ada duit tuuu, sgt senang jugak nak abis. yelaa sbb parents yg bg kan. adakah itu petanda aku ni boros? OH TIDAK

BERJUDI? noooooo lah. tak pernah seumur hidup aku berjudi. not that desperate. banyak lg cara lain nak cari duit. cari dgn cara yg halal. tak cium bau syurga nnti. huh.

8. EASY TO FALL IN LOVE & SIMPAN PEREMPUAN.

no, I'm not. I am a loyal person. and which is why I am not easily falling in love into somebody. I mean, officially.

kahwin banyak? semuanya takdir. trying to avoid it. 

simpan perempuan : ohh tak takkkk. jgn risau ye perempuan-perempuan di luar sana. cehhhh HAHAHA.

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haaaa dah dah. tu je laa conclusion yg aku buat utk pakcik horocsope ni. sesuka hati dia je nak describe org kan? haha. pape pun, ada yg betul, ada yg tak. anggap jela bila kita baca horoscope ni, sekadar nak buat refleksi diri. takpayah nak percaya bulat2. melainkan kamu adalah seorang yg lurus bendul ! HAHA.

k guys. till now then. thank you for reading. kali ni panjang pulak aku membebel. haha. k bai (:

cinta melody (:

haaaa pernah tengok tak cerita ni? duhh, kalau tak, pegi tengok sekarang HAHA. serious best. ni semua gara-gara terpengaruh dgn adik aku yg layan cite ni tiap-tiap petang kat astro. aku pun tengok jelaa. tetiba rasa best lak haha. yelaa, aku dah lama tak layan cite endon nihh. last dulu cite BAWANG MERAH BAWANG PUTIH tu rasanya. hahaha. lagi-lagi, lagu OST crita ni terbaikk lah ! bertambah-tambah feel aku tengok haha.

besttt kan? haaa i told you before. haha. semangat je aku. sapa-sapa yg dah tau ending cite ni, tak payah susah-susah bgtau aku! nak tengok sendiri HEHE. 

k la derr. layan cerita ni. cehhh mem-promote. 

k bai (:

words are too subjective to be judged

I'll begin with a MOUSE

and two are called MICE

but the plural of HOUSE

is HOUSE, and not HICE

you may keep your things in a BOX

and I might keep mine in 3 BOXES

yet the plural of OX

is OXEN, not OXES 

if the plural of GOOSE

is called GEESE

wouldn't the plural of CHOOSE

then be CHEESE? HAHAHA!

let's look at MAN

two of them become MEN

but the plural of PAN

is not the same as a PEN

you may show me your FOOT

and wear shoes on your FEET

if I give you a BOOT

will a pair called BEET? 

one may be THOSE

but the plural of HAT

imagine it being HOSE?

a person who BAKES

is known as BAKER

but a person who COOKS

can never be a COOKER 

words like HONEST and HOUR

both have a silent 'h'

imagine saying HOOD and HOOK

without the sound 'h'

don't you agree that ENGLISH

is indeed have the trickiest word of all?

HAHAHAHA!

p/s : yes indeed. mind your word before you speak!

exhausted :(

hari ni penat gilaaa sementelah pegi balik Seremban. specifically at my house : LAVENDER HEIGHTS sbb tetiba kena pack semuaa barang. ada org nak sewa rumah tu dah. memang umah situ takde org duduk. sekadar umah persinggahan je bila balik seremban. my parents ingat nak jual, tp tunggu bg org sewa dulu. haishh memeng penat aahh kena angkat barang-barang kabinet, sofa, pinggan mangkuk, katil etc. adoiii pasti tido awal mlm ni. 

-.-''

really need my pillow right now. sleepy zzz :O

dah jom tidoo !

alright guys. penat sgt dah ni. good night (:

burberry summer !

hari ni pagi-pagi lagi sudah dikejutkan dgn hadiah perfume bebbbb! thank you ibu. original from europe. fresh lg HEHE. wangi doooohh ! haaa aku memang dah kirim awal-awal suro belikan perfume kat BELGIUM. nasebaik dapat  :D 

BURBERRY SUMMER 

haaa ini lah perfume nyee HEHEHE

jangan jeles ye kawan-kawan HAHA. dah k bai (:

american idol season 10

okay. currently aku memang dah addict sgt tgk show ni. tak boleh resist lg dah. tp skrg dah abis laa HAHA. it's just that, I'm not fully satisfied with the result show ! american, you did the wrong choice urghhh. SCOTTY MCREERY won? WTF i mean, he did great though. but LAUREN ALAINA is far too better than him. kesian lauren. huh. as for me, Scotty is definitely got the package. it's just that soooo many girls out there is voting him just because the fact that he is cute. ( american laa yg vote ) DAMN takdelah cute mana kan. chettttt! tp nak buat macamana. bukan aku yang vote pun. bising lak HAHAHA. tp betul laa wey. she deserved the title. even HALEY REINHART pun patut masuk top 2. both of them was my pick before the finale. sbb scotty tu bese2 je. JAMES DURBIN pun boleh tersingkir. haisshhh ntahlaa. memang skrg ni, kalo tgk reality show je, org akan judge them based on ada package, rupa sikit. nak nak pulak kat Malaysia ni kalo orang memang muka yg dianugerahkan ala-ala KPOP. mahu nye melalak-lalak pempuan kat luar. semua vote. ntah tak paham laa aku. but this is happening in our community nowadays. pelik. talent diorang tu sekadar nak melayakkan masuk ke dalam show je. tp benda lain is taken as priority. sampai bila lah nak maju dgn mentality camni. pape pun, LAUREN ALAINA and HALEY REINHART is my favourite of this season. plus, JAMES DURBIN HAHAHA. nah layan laa antara performance diorg yg aku sukaa.

this would be my fav song in this show

suara minah ni sumpah best!

perghhh !

alright guys. itu lah antara best moment diorg dalam show ni. tp banyak lg sbnarnye. cehh aku dah jd cam pengkritik plak kat sini. ahh biar laa kan. memang blog tempat nak kritik pun. maaf lah ye. kalo tak suka, tak payah baca blog aku. senang, HAHAHA.

okay, thanks for reading ! (:

kau tak payah nak gelabah sangat laa woi !

bengang ! kau jgn igt aku diam je selama ni, aku suka sgt ngn diri aku camni. why so weak haaa? kalo tak puas hati, cakap aa depan2 FUCK.

moved on -.-

september 17 , 2010 at 1:36 a.m

fine. thanks a lot then, kalau kau betul2 nk lupakan aku,just lupakan jela. aku xnk jd beban dlm hidup kau. aku tak nak seksa kehidupan kau dengan adanya aku. aku tau aku ni dah banyak susakan hidup kau n macam2 lg.just leave me if u want. forever. kalau itu yg kau mmg nak dari dulu. aku tak halang. walaupun kte bjanji ntuk bsama-sama even in the other world. im not mad if u dont hold your promises as before. u said u want to love me forever. kalau dah tak nak pun takpela. i will accept it with full of respect. aku bukan sesiapa dlm hidup kau ntuk memaksa yg macam2. u have ur own life now n i'm not even a single part of your life anymore. thanks for everything u ever gave me. n terima kasih untuk segala-galanya. thanks for being such a special person in my life. once lighten up my days with your smile and care. thanks a lot. and i am sorry for everything. sorry sbb aku dah byk sakitkan hati kau.eventhough u didnt show. i know, im hurting u a lot. im really sorry. sorry sbb aku byk susahkan idup kau, byk abiskan masa kau, byk abiskan duit kau, byk buat idup kau merana. it's okay if u hate me, if u felt regret to built a relationship with me. because its all my fault initially. aku tau kau dah tak sayang kat aku lg. n aku tknak kau fikirkan aku lg, kalau itu yg terbaik buat diri kau. just go on wit your life.hope u will always happy with your loved one. obviously not with me anymore.n i just want to let u know that, i wont ever forget u for the rest of my life. i will always remember u deep in my heart. n thanks again for putting me as your 'lots of love'..it means a lot for me.so long...I LOVE YOU :'(

apa kebenda ni haaaa? pikir ler sendiri, HAHAHA. tak sangka aku still simpan ayat-ayat ni weh. ntah pape bila baca balik. lawak lawak. but DAMN that hurts a lot ! tengoklaa tarikh tuu. its been a while. since then, I am broken-hearted. its too hard for me-lah to really accept the truth. even up until now. tp kadang-kadang jelaaa. now, i really want to move on with everything that deals with my past. sakit sangat rasanya hati ni. aku ni sensetapp sikit, eh tak. BANYAKKKK hahaha ;D

and you know what, i felt regret. sekarang. it is not about the past, it's about me. I am disappointed with myself. because of what? I'm giving someone HOPE. I know I'm hurting you. em ntah laaa. aku pun tktau. i wasn't really sure with myself. I'm confused. I felt like I can't deal with any love commitment right now. cewahh haha. but yeah, I am not totally ready for that, again. macam-macam lah yg aku rasa. and I am really sorry. sorry awak. its not that I am afraid of taking any risk, but it is all about me. perhaps you might called me a coward or something, but who cares. I am really sorry. how selfish I am. huh. yeah, that's right. but I'm doing this for the sake of both of us. I've came out with this decision and yeah, I have to face it. HAMBIK KAU ! padan muka aku HAHAHA. and I just want you to know that, all the things that I've been said to you before, it is true. I am sincere with you. ehmm

hahhhh, dah dah. tak sanggup nak sambung lg. cukup laa tu ye. layan laa video ni jap :(

ishh3 tetiba teringat lagu ni. jiwanggg , lantak laaaa woi HAHAHA. 

 one of my fav in this story.

sapa-sapa tgh bercinta tuu, pegi bg lagu ni kat couple anda. cair punya lah, HAHA. ye ye je kan. kalo tkde prasaan, tkde mananye. haha ;D

k la derr. enough for now. jgn sedeh2, peringatan utk diri sendiri dan org lain juga ^,^

the cure

semalam akhirnya dapat jugak gathering dengan my debate team. all of them. terima kasih sgt lah korg. serious terubat rindu nak jumpa kamu! HAHA. yesterday kami ke seremban, specifically sekolah SASER which out of sudden turns into TUNKU MUNAWIR haha. lantak deme lah nak tuka nama ke hapa. kami beramai-ramai pergi tengok debat HKSBP + memberi motivasi kejap + menjadi coach kejap + menjadi supporter HAHAHA. sempat lah jumpa cikgu RAJA and cikgu ZANARIAH. it was a fun journey for me. cuma kesian lah kat TAEN. sanggup dtg from rawang. jauh tuuu huhu. tp semangat lah kitorg ni kan. haha. sempat laa jumpa dengan bdk2 bahas SEMASHUR yg masuk. IMAD.JOHAN.NAIM.OMEY. good luck guys. walaupun match semalam kalah, hope korg tak down. InsyaAllah ada harapan. tebus balik kekalahan kitorg dulu kat SEMI-FINAL yeah? HAHAHA. takpela, asalkan korg do the besttt! 

buat rakan-rakan yg lain : THANK YOUU sbb meluangkan masa datang. walaupun TAEN kena amik cuti kerja, terbaikk lah. MAI and MUADZZAM pun, terima kasih ye! akirnya, dapat jugak merealisasikan kontrak sosial kita kt pizza hut. cewahh HAHA. walaupun sebenarnya belanja diri masing-masing. takpelaa kira okay lah tu. cuma sedeh nye, tak snap pape gambar pun semalam. hadoi tak bawak camera meh! takpe takpe, we had soooo much fun guys!

okayh tu jela wat masa skrg. malas nk bloggig sgt lah skrg tak berapa nak ada mood. haha. lantak lerr. till now, toodles !

graduating :D

syukur ALHAMDULILLAH, at last the disturbance inside of me is gone, totally. rasa lega yang teramat sangat bila dah tau result PSPM ni, walaupun sebelum tu cuaaakkk gila nak mampos HAHAHA. result saya takdelah sebagus mana. tp syukur sangat2 sebab dpt achieve more than my minimum target for this final. rasanya terkejut jugak lah td. huhu. apa-apa pun, I have to give a BIG CLAP to all my lecturers ( kuliah, tutor ) and friends yang dah banyak membantu utk aku dpt result yg camni. THANK YOUUUU GUYSS. especially H1P8 ; they taught me a lot throughout my journey. tak lupa juga kepada roommate kesayangan aku HAHAHA ( SEIN.JAI.SYAFIQ.BAI yg menyebok hehe ) korg mmg terbaik laah weyy. terima kasih jugak kat rakan-rakan study sama dgn aku ; ATIFAZHARI.SEIN.AIN.FAIZATUL AKMAL.dan ramai lg, korg memang best, walaupun kita study tak byk mana, borak je yg lebih kan HAHAHA.

terima kasih sumuaaaa KAWAN-KAWAN :')

ehm lepas ni aku akan focus on my dream, my future. cewah gelabah je. tp betul laa. aku nak KAYA bebb HAHAHA. serious tak tipu. ehh siapa yg taknk kaya kan. tp kena lah berpada-pada ye en izzul HEHE. hopefully aku boleh cope bila masuk U nnti. mengharap pergi overseas, tp cam susah je kan. yelaa sekarang kerajaan bukannya baik hati sgt nak taja-taja org pegi overseas ni HAHA. sorry but that's the truth. HARAPAN : JANGAN HANYA SEKADAR ANGAN-ANGAN sahaja yee. InsyaAllah tak laa. 

AKU BOLEH !

mungkin ni la aku 10 tahun akan datang HAHA.


okay lah guys. sampai sini je kali ni. tak larat dah. thank you for reading (:

che'guu

Guru oh Guru

Berburu ke padang datar,
Dapat rusa belang kaki;
Berguru kepalang ajar,
Ibarat bunga kembang tak jadi.

Dialah pemberi paling setia
Tiap akar ilmu miliknya
Pelita dan lampu segala
Untuk manusia sebelum menjadi dewasa.

Dialah ibu dialah bapa juga sahabat
Alur kesetlaan mengalirkan nasihat
Pemimpin yang ditauliahkan segala umat
Seribu tahun katanya menjadi hikmat.

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa saja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.

Di mana-mana dia berdiri di muka muridnya
Di sebuah sekolah mewah di lbu Kota
Di bangunan tua sekolah Hulu Terengganu
Dia adalah guru mewakill seribu buku;
Semakin terpencil duduknya di ceruk desa
Semakin bererti tugasnya kepada negara.

Jadilah apa pun pada akhir kehidupanmu, guruku
Budi yang diapungkan di dulang ilmu
Panggilan keramat "cikgu" kekal terpahat
Menjadi kenangan ke akhir hayat.

Usman Awang
1979

terima kasih yg tak terhingga kepada semua guru yang menjadi pendidik kepada saya sehingga ke hari ini. sesungguhnya Allah membalas semua jasa baik cikgu-cikgu sekalian.

TADIKA SRI JENARIS. SEK KEB KANTAN PERMAI. SEK MEN SAINS HULU SELANGOR. KOLEJ MATRIKULASI NEGERI SEMBILAN.

love with all of my heart

deepest appreciation

THANK YOU :')

that's all for now. thank you for reading (:

keeps on playing in my head

current mood : this song -___-''

Rolling In The Deep 

There's a fire starting in my heart,

Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,

Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your shit bare,

See how I'll leave with every piece of you,

Don't underestimate the things that I will do,

There's a fire starting in my heart,

Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,

I can't help feeling,

We could have had it all,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

Rolling in the deep,

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

You had my heart inside of your hand,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

And you played it to the beat,

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,

But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,

Think of me in the depths of your despair,

Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

I can't help feeling,

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Throw your soul through every open door,

Count your blessings to find what you look for,

Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,

You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,

Could have had it all,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

Rolling in the deep,

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

You had my heart inside of your hands,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

But you played it, 

You played it,

You played it,

You played it to the beat.

i am currently addicted to this song. really brings me back to those memories. hope you enjoy (:

SEMASHUR here we come again (:

okay this entry adalah specifically utk kitorang yg berhempas pulas untuk pegi skola ulu yam tuu.

starring : IZZUL NORMAN.ATIFAZHARI.SHAH OZAIR.ARAFAT ROSLI.TAUFIQ MAR.QAMARUL NASRI.FAZLIN.IZYAN ZAHIRAH.SYAZWANA.AZHANI HAZIFA.AFIQ ARFAN.JAMAL RASYIDI.ABDULLAH FAIRUZ.

ni cerita nak amik sijil spm je pun. huhu. dimulakan dgn drama ATIF AZHARI yg sangat lewattt. hampir sejam aku kena tunggu sampai kau datang kat metro kajang. ditambah pula dgn TAUFIQ MAR yg sudah mula membara kemarahannya yg menunggu di Serdang sampai tertido-tido HAHA. maaf ye topekkk .

terima kasih kepada ARAFAT ROSLI yg sanggup drive untuk kami yee HAHA. claim duit minyakk! haha tp bila smpai sekolah rasa sedikit terkilan sebab tak dapat jumpa semua cikgu. especially SIR OTHMAN.PN RAFIDAH.USTZH HAFIZA.PN HASLINA. dan ramai lg HUHU. yelaa sbb kitorg dtg tengah bdk2 exam midterm. so ckgu2 kne jaga exam..haisshh.

extra info : pengetua td bgtau kami ; hari ISNIN ni ( 16 MEI ) - finalist AF 9 nak datang sekolah perform utk hari guru. bertuah nye laa SEMASHUR. tp memang tak dapat datang la nnti. takpe. tgk diari AF jela kat umah HAHA.

lepas lepak kat sekolah, kami pun pegi jalan2 kat SUNWAY. wuhuuuu tp memang payah. sbb hujan lebat nye, tersesat jalan, suara ATIFAZHARI yg meroyan dalam kereta, HAHAHA pening kepala aku dibuatnya. pastu gi makan kat foodcourt + subway. disambung kronologinye dgn main bowling. aku 2nd place bebbbb. QAMARUL NASRI mmg hebat aaaah. tp aku menang ngn SHAH OZAIR 4 mata je HEHE. next time try harder yeee. ATIFAZHARI jgn kecewa lebih2 HAHA. lepas penat main, BALIKKKKKKKK! :D

nak gambar-gambar. ni je yang ada. tak sempat tgkap byk2 gambar td.

dalam train setelah jumpa topek (:

KL sentral

bergaya sakan!

ni pun sama je HAHA.

again .

dan lagi. pantang jumpa kamera sungguh.

spec gorgeouss. tq mak arafat HEHE.

paling suka gamba ni la shah!

driver malu-malu HAHA.

apa kena ntah ni -.-

amboi

topek tidooooo zzz

dah sampai sunway lah kan

sebok j co si atip ni haaa

posing lg -.-

me n afat the drebar HAHA

me.jamal.afat.wak. :D

lin.atip.fairuz.

alaa gmbar ni terbalik sorryy

dis would be the last piece haha :D

alright. sampai sini jelaah. sbenarnya mmg banyak cerita lg ni. tp tak larat dah penat sangat kuar td ni. adoi pape pun, TERBAIK laaaah kamu semua. dah lama tak jumpa kan. huhu. thanks (:
semoga jumpa lg kawan-kawan.

p/s : malas nk upload gambar kt FB. tgk sini jela yeee HAHA. okay guys. thanks for reading ! (: